the sun has set and so it begins

i cannot escape
my attempts are futile
for i am tempted
and i dive in deep
i swim among creatures
whom i have summoned
they make me irrational
i dry off
though never fully dry
or so i convince myself
and i am stuck
in a tangled confusing web
trapped by my illogicalities

i hate my illogicalities

in eight hours time
i shall break free