to be drunk makes one forget

tears. crying. heaving sobs. suffocating, choking.
all she does is get mad.
can't breathe. can't think.
it's three am.
dials [ex-boy]friend; the only person in the world who could understand.
cries. face is heavy with tear drops. prays. hangs up.
feels a bit better, but not wholly.
never was one before to drown sorrows in anything but happiness.
wipes away tears and reaches for more alcohol.
downs it fast because circumstances are not temporary.
to be drunk makes one forget.