Resentment

My brother. Ah. Not a subject I broach very often. Sure, I have no problem dishing out the facts (my brother is in jail for drug trafficking methamphetamines) So, I feel all this awful resentment towards my brother. I feel really bad about it because I know he's a changed person. But it's there. You know? Can't deny it. Oh sure, I ignore it. I pretend that I don't care. But all that snow melts away eventually.I've got all this bottled up emotion inside of me about my brother that I've never really dealt with. It didn't need dealing with, as long as my brother was incarcerated.